My sister this morning: “I wouldn’t wear those jeans with converse…“
Me: “O_____O”

She just meant that her feet were enormously huge so it would look weird on her, but seriously at 6:30 in the morning you shouldn’t say stuff like that, makes you self-conscious all day. Well, not really at least it doesn’t make me feel self-conscious, not anymore anyway… As long as you own it you are all good. You could wear a potato sack you just have to look like you don’t care and everything is fine.

Change of topic: I’m really into football right now. That is football as in soccer for the readers from the us…as if I’d like American football, lol pretty much. Outside of the US no one actually cares about American football.

Anyway, football, right, always has been my favourite sport, I just never watched it on club level. Well, I’m doing that now…thought you should know, so you know what I’m talking about when you don’t get it.

/update for the sake of an update

I was supposed to write something about my name, so…”hello, my name is Nicola” and “hello, my name could have been Benjamin”. Knowing the name your parents would have given you if you’d turned out a different gender is really cool. You go “oh, we have the same name!” in your head, when you meet someone with that name, even though it really isn’t yours. It’s a really fun thing to know.

And then I’m kinda obsessed with Michael Emerson and his character Ben Linus right now. Obsessed, no shit, I even went on Youtube. I NEVER go on Youtube (not because I hate it or anything, I just never do). To illustrate my reasons: This, this, this and this~

also there was this one with the hamsters:
John: Where did you get electricity?
Ben: We have two giant hamsters running in a massive wheel in our secret underground lair.

So yeah, he’s kinda awesome, not just because he’s funny, he’s just a really great character and Michael Emerson did a great job playing him. I totally cried for like ten minutes after that scene.

I hope Michael Emerson won’t go and do comedy now, since he said he wants to do something different. I mean, he would be awesome at it, but I just don’t really like comedy shows and sitcoms. The only show in that genre I like is The Big Bang Theory. But anyway, whatever he’s gonna do next I’m going to watch, cause he’s awesome. (I know more adjectives than awesome, but it’s the most fitting )

Ok, I’ll go worship him some more and will continue to hope the weekend will come soon (those two are not really related though…)

What I did yesterday and am continuing to do today: Reading Lord of the Flies, watching Lost, taking care of my cold…

To most people this is a normal bowl of stewed rhubarb, however for me it is a bowl of the fruity incarnation of dripping evil…right now anyway.

I eat a bit, I notice it’s dripping on my couch, I then shift one side so the rhubarb won’t be all over the couch. I then notice it’s dripping on my pants so I shift it again and it starts dripping on my shirt…

A classic by yours truly…

I still love rhubarb and am now armed with a towel and I will not rest till I ate the very last of it!!anyway, going to read now, only 200 pages left!

… oh crap, how am I gonna read and eat without spilling??? (you’d think a 24 year old would know…)

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So I made the cover…problem is, it doesn’t fit the movie (Like minds, which is pretty damn awesome, btw), nor the mix I plan on making.

Need to get some evil in there…some murder, blood, a psychopath and…necrophilia?

People would love it though, looks kinda slashy…

I want to do the movie justice and add more creepy and evil and psycho.

You should watch it though, the movie, it really IS pretty damn awesome!

…the cover so doesn’t fit.

after a million attempts to take a christmasy picture, I decided to give up and just post a simple …

I’m currently compiling a list of favorite albums. I figure I talk too much about what I don’t like, so I want to show what I like this time around. Posting it when it’s done. I think I also need a list of want-to-haves, Christmas is coming around eventually…

I’m still kinda not really but maybe sick. I rather probably had a slight fever at work today, but later I felt better and right now I’m totally ok. I was almost happy that I had a sore throat for five hours straight this morning, I thought it finally stopped being on/off all the time. Guess I was wrong. I totally refuse to get ill, I really absolutely do!

hmm… sometimes IE just walks off on me without saying anything. Oh well, normally only use firefox anyay, so whatever.

I don’t really know what to write about, I don’t do much lately, really, just listening to music all day.

ah, look at that, my internet connection just waved goodbye. Always the same in the evening, I have no idea why. Sucks big time.

This is obviously a post just written for the sake of updating. I’d think I’ll stop, cause there is no way this will be getting better