I wrote emails!!!!!!!!! To you normal people this might seem really, well, normal, but for me it’s an achievement.
I’m really good with blog posts and twitter and what not, but for some reason when I have to comment or write mails I’m really all bleg~ Not because I don’t want to talk to people or it is difficult for me, it’s just…I don’t know what it is, but it’s just something that really makes me feel *sigh* about it.
It’s probably the same thing that in some way makes me have no friends. Fear not, this is not going to be emo! I just have this really, really low need for human interaction. I could live for month in a snow desert in the middle of the north pole, I really wouldn’t care that much (except for the fact that it probably would be boring).
Being with people doesn’t stress me out or anything, I’m not particularly awful in social situations either…it’s difficult to explain, I just don’t really need it.
You know that saying people are no islands? Well, I do feel like one. If it really should get lonely, I have family or friends come for holiday and then after a while I’ll send them back home (of course I will complain about them littering the beach!). When I get lonely I just need half an hour with people around and I’m fully recharged to go back to my life in solitude. It’s always been that way, I just wasn’t as aware of it, as I have grown to be for a few years now.
This is probably going to change in the future, maybe I’ll get scared of being an old cat lady someday, but for now I like being my own little island.
Oh, but don’t worry, I’m a nice island, you all can come over for holidays, I’ll make it worth your while
……………but don’t drop any waste, don’t make anything dirty, don’t break anything and stay away from my treasures, or else it won’t be as fun