I’m broke! I think I have about 10€ left in my bank account All just because of my damn thesis! I had to pay 150€ for printing and binding So expensive!!!

Oh well, I handed it in now and I am finally free from the constant pressure of having to finish it!

…arg! I wanted to order Viewfinder and Crimson Spell from TOKYOPOP! can’t do that anymore, no money in my bank account I’ve been looking for them in all the 1.000.000.000 bookstores in our town but not one of them sells them last time I looked amazon was out of stock, too Yamane Ayano (alongside Miyamoto Kano) is my favorite Yaoi Mangaka, too

damn money issues But I’m gonna start looking for an internship in a while, so yeah, till then I’ll have to use the little I have to make the most, right?

When I handed my thesis in, I met a guy who had classes with me the last few years and we talked a bit…awkward! We have never been talking a lot, so yeah, it was a bit strange I wasn’t too sure about his name either…the usual name checklist is pretty short and simple:

Michael ×
Andreas ×
Christian ○

that pretty much sums up the names of the guys around my age I think during first semester we had two guys of each name…

Gah~ my back hurts! When I left the copy shop earlier today it suddenly started to hurt, just like that and I don’t know why and I almost glued my fingers together today, too! man, there sure isn’t much good to say about this day, is there???

oh well, part of my sisters present arrived. It looks sooo different from what I thought it would be (bigger!!! ), but that’s ok, it’s still cool, and my sister will like the cause

ok, this is way too random, I’m gonna stop this now!

So right now I feel extremely strange because I don’t have anything to do right now. I finished my thesis this morning and now my sis does some proof reading.

Now I don’t have anything to do and I still feel like I should do something, but there just isn’t anything left right now! I should just enjoy the free time but somehow it feels weird

btw, I didn’t sleep till 8:30 in the morning, so I stayed in bed till about 3pm…I slept like four hours, the rest were listening to music. Lately it’s Oasis again → likes so called brit rock. Oasis, The Verve and stuff. And when I want something lighter I’ll listen to Katy Perry. “So sad, maybe you should buy a happy meal”

↓↓Oasis - Part of the queue↓↓

gah~ I can’t believe this, I pulled and almost-all-nighter It’s 4:45 am right now! But all in all I’d say I’m pretty much finished with my thesis, just need to write another few sentences on Template stuff…I totally blacked out on that one. I was sitting in front of the screen and was all “oh, template, what was that again…can I eat that?”. I couldn’t remember one single thing to write down and my sis just went to bed five minutes after I noticed that I actually have a real blackout I could have asked her if I wasn’t so slow

anyway, whatever, it’s done~!

I’m gonna sleep seriously long tomorrow!!

1.) Post-its on my screen so I wouldn’t forget anything
2.) Manga I bought today (there were girls at the bookstore who actually blushed over reading yaoi manga! the innocence! I’m so totally past that )

p.s.: Rönni if you feel overly excited to read my awesome work, the file is on the desktop

End of post → 5am (I know it took long, I’m tired )

I spent all day on making that damn layout for my thesis I feel all dizzy now! I really don’t like coding, really don’t!

How come I want to work as a web developer then??? I don’t, I want to be a web designer, but I got the wrong education for that!

Anyway, finished now! And a whole lot more to come, damn it!

btw, I’m doing another a day in my life-post today. It’s gonna be really boring, since I didn’t do anything except for the site, but whatever~~~~~

also attempting to read all manga available by Miyamoto Kano I really love her stories!!

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I bought these today in case I had to fight a major depression wave caused by maybe failing my exam ( means I won’t graduate). See the age sticker? yes, very much, thank you!

Anyway, five minutes to go…

My mum, my sister and I went to eat Chinese in my mums lunch break. I think my sister still can’t move, seeing how we all stuffed our faces

I bet the universities server will have a tiny little break down again, so I probably won’t be able to see if I passed until half an hour later than the announced time

This is kinda like live blogging, isn’t it? Oh well, two minutes to go~!

Anyone else feeling slightly sick? Well, I do, but I kinda refuse to stop hoping for a passing grade.

hmmm…gonna go through my feed reader to pass some time…

uhm, the clock says it’s 3pm… let’s have a try

ok, I didn’t pass… sucks

I just found out that my next exam isn’t on Monday but on Tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!! How awesome is that???????? I can bum around today and play Togainu no Chi all day again~!!! Yaaay~! Awesome!!!

and I sincerely promise to not kill Akira today! I’m not going to let you die today! I swear this time you’ll get your happily ever after!

So basically I think I fucked up my graduation today! Yay, go me!

I had an exam today, and I’m really pretty sure I failed. Of course you could get most points for answering a question on a topic I couldn’t really understand. Even the questions I was sure I’d know had a twist to it that made me twist my brain.

This semester failing one exam means not graduating. So there you go, bye, bye graduation~! Bye job, bye money, bye moving out, bye every fucking thing that pulled me through university.

Yes, I’m overreacting, and I don’t know yet if I have failed or not, but still, it is not a good feeling to possibly have to add another semester for ONE class

The weather is awesome~! Now it only needs to get warmer, too

Still I, the responsible person I am, spent the day on university. Did my part of the presentation and the layout for the whole group.

Ha, I can already see them bickering about the fact that I used grey for the master I don’t really care though, I think it looks more or less professional.

Anyway~ I think I’m gonna update my deviantART account with some old layout stuff or something… bye bye!

I’m alive! at least for the moment This week was suuuuuper busy and I didn’t have time for anything! Funny how that’s totally going to continue throughout the whole semester
I only have classes on three days, but the workload is for 100 days per week Thank good it’s my last semester, then I’ll be done~

On Monday I have an appointment with my professor about my bachelor thesis. Then I’ll have to finally start writing that, too. Then there is a paper I haven’t started with either. Than that lab class where I’m responsible for layout and I also have to write some stuff. And of course my beloved project, which I hate with all my might

My group sucks really, really, really bad. One guy simply doesn’t care and the other two, even though trying, never get it right either. Basically I’m doing all the work, all the ideas and the directions come from me and it annoys me, cause I really don’t want to be the damn group leader, but I ended up being it anyway
The most awesome thing is that none of the other talk. Period. We are supposed to discuss something and it ends up with me talking and them nodding and telling me I’m right. The professor wants to know something and they sit there looking like sheep and waiting for me to reply. Oh yeah, and of course I have to do all the presentations, too, cause the others are too nervous to do it.
And like this all the responsibility ends up with me, even if it’s a group thing. If I make a mistake, or if I’m sick just once our group will crumble and fall apart. Yay for pressure, seriously

Even though I see that this is a chance for me to learn, I still hate it. Damn it’s annoying I really, really, really hope next week will be better!

Thanks for listening ~ ~

I’m so going to bitch about class being cancalled later na, I don’t think I will…but I wanted to play Kichiku Megane today but I couldn’t cause I have classes again starting today! roar~ couldn’t they have put the notice somewhere were everyone could have seen it? half the people are here I can’t go home either, cause I got another class later~! till 6pm!
that sucks~!